i cant find the remote

i have misplaced my remote - so here i am on a saturday night - assed out from a minimally exciting day shift. i left work with $44. i am home with a sub par bottle of wine (i prefer Little Penguin Pinot Grigio - new zealand - cuz ill go ape for some Little P grape - anyway...the store was outta my brand)and i cant find the remote. its in another room or buried in the pillows/comforter...and since my tv is 20' in the air - i guess i will watch the Mighty Ducks while sipping on sub par vino...

so, in the background of a movie that i dont care so much to watch, however,is background noise,when i overhear, "IS THAT ALL THAT IS STOPPING YOU?"

in my most solid core of beliefs, is this: "what is the lesson and the gift?". i cant recall who imparted that wisdom on me, but im stuck, on a saturday nite, exhausted from a long week of obligations other than my own, trying to squeeze in what i want and what i need to do aside from cleaning and shopping and caring for a family, ...trying to build something bigger and better than myself...sipping on a sub par bottle of wine...

when background noise, relays, "is that all that is stopping you?".

so, the lesson and the gift, which are never solved in order...when i figure out whats stopping me, then i suppose ill have the lesson and the gift, or maybe the gift and the lesson...

quack...quack...quack...quack...


its cooked